December 2010
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There was a full on war in my house yesterday and this morning but then we started taking out our anger on the food we were cooking for tonight and I think me beating the shit out of a piece of meat and mashing the potatoes helped me channel my emotions and calm down.
Food is therapy, for serious.
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Holy shit its the last day of the year.
Time to stop being so nice.
Because when I’m good I’m really good but when I’m bad I’m better.
Mirror mirror on the wall who’s the baddest of them all
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17336.) Wherever I am, I always feel like I’m...
I failed. I didn’t do anything extraordinary this year.
Big surprise there.
After what happened I ran out with my dog, I just needed air and some old guy asked me if I was walking him or if he was walking me. I didn’t even know what to say. Seems like i can’t even lead my own steps.
Love isn’t real.
I’m never going to believe in it no matter what people tell me I’m not believing in it. I don’t wanna live this stupid life anymore. I just want to get out.
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I texted my brother telling him to bring nice clothes for new years so we can all look nice and pimped out and take a new family picture and he replies with “So i should wear my gold chains!!!”
He then sent me a picture of a guy with chains.
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Then my other brother tweeted me and asked me what to mix whiskey with, I replied with “more...
I honestly think I’m depressed, but I have absolutely nothing to be depressed about which is why it makes no sense. But i just feel so sad.
I don’t get it.
I did some retail therapy today. It was nice but I still feel strange about things. I’m confused about my future, I wish I wasn’t.
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There’s so much i need to do and say. I feel like my life is consisting of things that I choose to conform to. I don’t know what true happiness really is. I’ve never felt that euphoric feeling where everything should feel incredible and amazing and exciting. I just live this life day to day where I have so many valuable things and a house and people that I love but what if I...
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I have some serious sleep pattern issues to work with. Along with all the other issues in my life.
And say you’ll come and set me free. Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.
meganomalous replied to your post: This is probably really weird but sometimes I sit…
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This is probably really weird but sometimes I sit and listen to music and just think of stories that would fit with the music. Like stories about people’s lives, real life scenarios, that I create in my head and then the music is playing meanwhile the story is going on. These characters, I wish they were real sometimes, and I wish I could show their stories to the world but then I realize...
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I got myself a new pretty little black dress.
The simple things in life that make this girl happy.
My brain seems to be taking a break from everything today. I can barely come up with something to say to write on here.
I’ll be back after a while.
Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off. But its better if you do.
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I like to think that in the future I will come home from my job that I’ll love so much to a 2 story house with a pool in a large backyard and to a sexy professional husband who wears J.Crew shirts and Tom Ford suits and has scruff and wears glasses to read the newspaper every morning and make love to me every night and it will be fucking amazing (literally) then we will have beautiful...
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I spent the entire day with my best friend from Miami watching Vampire Diaries and I can officially say I’m addicted to it.
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Watching the movie Closer
I think my crush on Natalie Portman has escalated to full blown out love.
I’m pissed off. I’ve had a shitty day for reasons I rather just not name but you know what, nobody is here and there’s an alcohol cabinet so I’m going to go pour myself a drink and try to enjoy the rest of the evening.
I’m not an alcoholic or anything, but sometimes you just really need a damn drink to make things better. Judge me if you want, I don’t really...
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I’m just a sad excuse of a human being today.
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I just realized how excited I am to have gotten my Burberry Brit perfume as a gift.
Some days you just wake up, and all the shit in...
jarradswain:
“why the fuck has this happened to me”
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I’m so jittery I feel like someone sneaked adderall in my drink. I’m probably going to die tonight, my body is trying to kill itself.
I am aware that I am making no sense whatsoever.
I want cupcakes :(
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Once you go spanish every other nigga vanish
– Hispanic male trying to get some.
Did you ever do this, you think back on all the times you’ve had with someone...
– 500 Days Of Summer (movie, 2009)
According to Shelby my rap star name would be Princess Vista.
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Aiiiiight I can work with that.
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I’m not drunk at all! Not like you were last night ha
Haha i thought it was fun…
Its all fun and games until… wait no, its always fun and games hahaha
Toucheeeee
It all just seems so fake. This idea that good things happen to good people and...
– Haley James Scott (via fyeahonetreehill)
This Christmas has been a strange one.
I think I’m going to watch sappy love movies later tonight and eat some cake.
Sounds like a plan.